by Lovedrug

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This re-imagined take on concept album Everything Starts Where It Ends by Lovedrug acts as a beautiful farewell letter to all who have followed the band over the past 15 years.


released October 26, 2018

Written, Recorded & Produced by Michael Shepard


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Track Name: Garden Of Computer Spit
The sun will shine upon you
But not on all the others
You are sugar sweet, so fine I'd like to eat
Your apple's poison seed
Will be the end of me
In the darkest den
The coolest lion sends
A message to my head
It made me squirm, it said
You were born to make me die
You are the final word, you are the pound another
You are the cops that murder my support to love laws
You are the persona, you are the broken arrow
You are the hunt that shot into everything I do
Well and perfectly your soul will leave your body
Now that I'm involved with pistols at noon
And any moment soon you'll be so unhappy
Because you will finally know that
You were born to make me fight
Track Name: Preacher Boy
You see, I have legs that need to grow
I gave up everything
What love?! here's the end of the wire
A laughing party dies
Hello, I am the sun
Now tell me it burns
Hello, to everyone
Tell me it burns
Am I pushing the shine on
Hello, I am the sun
And baby it’s my turn
you say, I'm a bullet on my way
to meet the china girl
hey world, get me love or get me out
my laughing angel shouts
Track Name: Sand Castles
You hang around and walk as I take a drag
From the cloud that I'm shaking
Now I don't care how much I hurt today
all my bones are breaking anyway
Learn to love the ways you are
Beautiful, broken heart
Some wounds leave no scars
Like sand castles we are
I awake as I wait for you
all alone and I'm thinking
Now I don't care how much I hurt today
all my bones are breaking anyway
Learn to burn the ways you are
Falling down is dreaming hard
Broken bones seem so flawed
Like sand castles we are
Track Name: A Child Was Taken
Would you believe me if I told you
That I'm surfacing for just one thieving moment
To steal your heart
Would you believe me if I told you
That fairy tales come true
When I'm with you
AND I'll free the one
Who falls in love again
Come on and hold you like candy
On a Friday after making love all year
And now you're swimming down
Where iron doors are open
And there is too much fear too breathe
a girl, a boy, a hell, like thieves we are
We’re all in love with stolen hearts
and we all fall down and fall apart for love
Track Name: Misery Needs Company
If you want to come in
You'll have to stretch my skin
If you want to survive with those beautiful eyes
You'll have to give in

Zeus says "run,
I wanna have some fun"
Let my lightening abide
At your cute little side and
I will charm you
You got it wrong, this isn't right
There's something beautiful
That hasn't yet died
You’re letting go, I’m clinging on
I know that every misery needs company
So, who wants an enemy?
Stand up and raise your hand
Raise both now if you can

Time flows like miracle sand
Jesus Christ, I’m your man!
No, hate's not the answer
When love's on demand
Track Name: Borderlines Of Time
Dancing, Oh we’re dancing on the borderlines of time
Dancing, yes we’re dancing on the borderlines of time
Track Name: Phantom
remember I told you in life and death
we'd bury our secrets if they tear us apart
but love means going this far
even when the ending is the start
When you dive into the ocean, I
I will be the ghost by your side

When you fall into the devil's tribe
I will be the ghost by your side

And when all of the angels collide
I will be the ghost by your side

They call me phantom, oh my
I will be the ghost by your side
Remember your demons will surface and fight
I will be a good phantom and keep on romancing
This cold little devil's tribe
And hold them away from every station crypt in the night
While you are escaping into the light
I’m by your side
Track Name: If I Were A Betting Man
You left Tuesday and by Wednesday
You were so alone
Is this your nightmare man?
Millions of punch drunks and
The cannibal king is taking control
If these are the black gates of hell
Then I'm sorry for the life I've waisted so

I forgot to fall in love
Your crocodile tears
Your manikin angel cage of fire
Is killing me so

Now I’m searching for life
And if I were a betting man
I’d remember your face
And you’d reach out your hand
Track Name: Doomsy
What's in your head boy
You've gotta believe me somehow
Who's in your head now
I think you're crazy how
You run and run and run around this world
Looking for a reason why
A pretty shoe, a dirty soul
The future is unknown
And God is lost somehow
You think I'm crazy now
I run and run around
Tripping on my feet again
But there’s no sound
I just woke up again
And messed up everything
Now I’m losing once again

I just woke up and then
I lost it all again
When will all of this end?
Turn it on, Turn it down
Echoes in this house
Feel all doomsy now

Let the haunting inside
I know where we’ll hide
A room beneath the stairs
In my broken heart
Track Name: Dangerous
We are the salt of the earth
Each correction makes us stronger
Been happening since our birth
We’ll absconder in our happiness, yeah

Voyage up my river
What doesn’t kill it makes it stronger
I make the ghoulies go shiver
full of tears this is happiness, yeah
This is dangerous
Don’t hide your eyes
You’ll endanger us
This is dangerous
Don’t hide your eyes
You will anger us
We are the salt of the earth
Unlike those suits with all their noises
What’s hypocritical worth?
Corporate cowards with no more choices
Track Name: Just Behind The Sun
Track Name: The Pool
Black scene leather kid, real lonely ameri-kid
Shove off or move my mountain somewhere blue
Like sinkholes filled with butterflies
You nasty little shit
Calm your bitter bears, please, thank you
You are following them
You are following them
Were you hoping to find something to shine
You are following them
You are following them
But you are lifeless and fooled
In the depths of the pool
Nice scene sweater girl, dream big til you own the world
Climb-on and choose your outfits worry free
Now, sweethearts need an alibi
As much as they needju
Calm your killer queen, please, thank you
Track Name: Everything Ends

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